Moody

Recently feeling extremely down !!
Seem like not motivated !!
Keep on finding the root of the cause ... result is disappointed !!

Don't know what to do ... but keep on finding ...
Not sure is it the way ... but keep on repeating ...
Wanna push up the mood ... but keep on falling ...
Wanna run away ... but keep going deeper ...
Asking myself for few days ... but no outcome ... ... ...

I'm in the mist of life !!
Who can pull me out and show me the direction ??

Still seeking !! ...

一張紙

出生一張紙，開始一輩子；
畢業一張紙，奮鬥一輩子；
婚姻一張紙，折磨一輩子；
做官一張紙，鬥爭一輩子；
金錢一張紙，辛苦一輩子；
榮譽一張紙，虛名一輩子；
看病一張紙，痛苦一輩子；
悼詞一張紙，了結一輩子；
淡化這些紙，明白一輩子；
忘了這些紙，快樂一輩子 !

Ah ~ ~ Ah~ ~ Ah~ ~

Ah ~ ~ Ah ~ ~ Ah ~ ~
Holly SHIT !!

Recently crazy and busy like a mad girl !! ...
Now I'm only one person but need to do two person work !! ... DAMN IT !! ~ ~
I HATE this kind of situation !! ... Already no time for my proposal, but still need to follow up all the execution part !! ... OMG, who can help me ??

Dev, fast fast come back !! ~ ~
Vicky, i hate you !! you left me alone to follow up all your work !! ~ ~ Don't come back ya, if not i will screw you !! ~ ~ hng ~ ~

Another boring day !!

Hmm...look back to my previous blog, seem I had already have a big drag at here !! ... too sigh !! no update for past one year !!
Am i so busy until no time ?? or i had already forget about this after i went to KL ?? ... heehee ...

Think of the past two weeks at here were the terrible weeks for me, but still not as miserable as last time !! Just having lots of proposals need to summit !! Everyday rushing, rushing & rushing !! ... no time for lunch !! Just working, working & working !! Fully occupy my time in the office so that i can back on time !! ...

This week is damn a boring week !! Due everthing is on track !! No urgent stuff !! Although is having a proposal to do, but still feel lazy to do !! my heart seem like not at here !! Everyday when come to here, i just wish the time can past as fast as it can so that i can 'cabut' on time !!
Everyday is busy on the stuff that not in my job scope !! No obligation from me !! What i can do is just follow the order and do what had been told even though is 'helping' others to work on their shit !! Been voice out, but no way i can choose !!

The life here is busy busy busy like a mad then sometime will easy easy easy like a mad also !! ... Recently is my free time for fooling around !! Maybe tomorrow or the day after tomorrow, thousand tonnes of work load will be approaching !! ... hope can appreciate these few hours that i have for the freedom !! Cause you never figure out what will happen in the next hour !!