Boring Day ...

These few days really feel very boring...Everyday stay at home rest for taking care of my health...Cannot go out because outside too hot...Everyday stay at home watch series, play games, online...whew...very boring...(no choice la, who ask me jobless le)

Heard most of my coursemate get job adi...Well done !!!...Wish them all the best in their future ya...hope still can keep in touch with one another...Their success make me feel very stress and tension...cause i'm still job hunting...no company wanna hire me...so pity...

Although mom keep on asking me relax and dont pressure myself (cause recently my heart sometimes will beat very fast, this makes me not feeling well, doctor i must relax if not will cause heart attack, haih...so worry about my health)...mom always said if cant get job nevermind, daddy still can affort to raise me...heehee...and she always ask me not to be too worry...but i really feel very shame if study till degree also cant get a single job....haih...this shows me is a loser...(quite stress recently)...

I'm keep on searching job on net everyday...sending my resume everyday...waiting for reply everday...and get ZERO for answering everyday...feel very sigh and tire about the repeating action...huhuhu...

Hope i can get job as soon as possible...Wish myself good luck !!!...GAMBATE !!!...God Bless !!!...

An uneasy day !!!

This year such an unluckily year for me...start from february, i keep on sick till now...i also dont know why my healthy is so bad...i got take good care of myself...but...haih...

Today just discharge from hospital...cause i get fever (38°C), rapid heart beat (125 per second), anemia and keep on dizzy...after concult Dr Chong, a heart doctor, he ask me emit hospital for control my fever and heart beating...taking lung X-ray, heart checking ultrasound, urine test, 3 times blood test (get sting 7 times by 3 nurses coz my blood vein is too tiny so they very hard to find it so keep on trying) that moment i really feel very pain and suffer...keep on dizzy and whole body feel uneasy...luckily now feel quite well although sometimes will feel dizzy and loss appetite and sometimes not feeling well...According to the lung X-ray, it shows no more white spot, heart ultrasound checking shows my heart pumping very well, blood test shows -ve to the denggue, urine test shows no diabetes...doctor said must rest more and take care of myself then everything will be ok...

I just wish i can recover soon...no more sick...really very tire of consulting doctor and keep on eating medicine...i wanna become a healthy baby for my honey...

VIVA

Finally Finally Finally...finish my VIVA lo...now relaxing at home, play games, watch movies etc etc etc...heehee...

VIVA....ehm...not as hard as i think...maybe i'm a bit lucky, not so much questions being ask from the examiners...and while i'm presenting, seem quite fluent and not left out any points...maybe being practice few times a day with my beloved...hahaha...the most important is i get a good from the examiner for my final draft o....huaray...

Think back the few months ago before VIVA...almost everyday need rushing do experiments and writing thesis...seem like a mad doll...now everything had over...this feel like all the previous works and preparation is specially prepare for the 'day'...

Although had finish VIVA...but need do correction for my thesis and writing journal...hmm....look like lots of continuous works need to be done before i can graduate...heehee...have to speed up now...

Staying at home make me feel free and relax...enjoying mom cook dishes...warm bed...being 'kacau' by my little bro...hmm...still left few days home warming for me before i need to go KL work for 7 days...really not like to work at KL...not familiar place for me...the people there not close...but no choica la...coz the purpose is wanna go visit my beloved ma...hahaha...have been 5 days not see him adi...miss him a lots...muaks...monday faster come la...hahahaha....