Moody

Recently feeling extremely down !!
Seem like not motivated !!
Keep on finding the root of the cause ... result is disappointed !!

Don't know what to do ... but keep on finding ...
Not sure is it the way ... but keep on repeating ...
Wanna push up the mood ... but keep on falling ...
Wanna run away ... but keep going deeper ...
Asking myself for few days ... but no outcome ... ... ...

I'm in the mist of life !!
Who can pull me out and show me the direction ??

Still seeking !! ...

一張紙

出生一張紙，開始一輩子；
畢業一張紙，奮鬥一輩子；
婚姻一張紙，折磨一輩子；
做官一張紙，鬥爭一輩子；
金錢一張紙，辛苦一輩子；
榮譽一張紙，虛名一輩子；
看病一張紙，痛苦一輩子；
悼詞一張紙，了結一輩子；
淡化這些紙，明白一輩子；
忘了這些紙，快樂一輩子 !

Ah ~ ~ Ah~ ~ Ah~ ~

Ah ~ ~ Ah ~ ~ Ah ~ ~
Holly SHIT !!

Recently crazy and busy like a mad girl !! ...
Now I'm only one person but need to do two person work !! ... DAMN IT !! ~ ~
I HATE this kind of situation !! ... Already no time for my proposal, but still need to follow up all the execution part !! ... OMG, who can help me ??

Dev, fast fast come back !! ~ ~
Vicky, i hate you !! you left me alone to follow up all your work !! ~ ~ Don't come back ya, if not i will screw you !! ~ ~ hng ~ ~

Another boring day !!

Hmm...look back to my previous blog, seem I had already have a big drag at here !! ... too sigh !! no update for past one year !!
Am i so busy until no time ?? or i had already forget about this after i went to KL ?? ... heehee ...

Think of the past two weeks at here were the terrible weeks for me, but still not as miserable as last time !! Just having lots of proposals need to summit !! Everyday rushing, rushing & rushing !! ... no time for lunch !! Just working, working & working !! Fully occupy my time in the office so that i can back on time !! ...

This week is damn a boring week !! Due everthing is on track !! No urgent stuff !! Although is having a proposal to do, but still feel lazy to do !! my heart seem like not at here !! Everyday when come to here, i just wish the time can past as fast as it can so that i can 'cabut' on time !!
Everyday is busy on the stuff that not in my job scope !! No obligation from me !! What i can do is just follow the order and do what had been told even though is 'helping' others to work on their shit !! Been voice out, but no way i can choose !!

The life here is busy busy busy like a mad then sometime will easy easy easy like a mad also !! ... Recently is my free time for fooling around !! Maybe tomorrow or the day after tomorrow, thousand tonnes of work load will be approaching !! ... hope can appreciate these few hours that i have for the freedom !! Cause you never figure out what will happen in the next hour !!

好想改变！

每天工作，真的让我觉得好累哦！
每天从早上八时做到六时半，有时真的觉得工作时间好长哟！一天有二十四小时，用了八个钟睡觉，剩下十六个钟。然后用了十个钟半做工。。。其余的时间给我我用来吃早餐，晚餐，冲凉和服面膜，就只剩下三个钟。。。与家人聊天，与爱人打情骂俏，再上上网。。。那么一天的时间就过去了。

每天重复着。。。朋友说我的时间过得好充实，因为至少我有份工作可以打发时间。。。她呢，每天呆在家，与狗玩，一天过一天。。。但我觉得我和她是一样的，因为我们每天都在等待着明天的来临。。。一天复一天。。。有一点觉得人生只不过是如此。。。每天都在等明天的到来。。。

回想起以前读书的时光，真的好怀念！那时的我，无忧无虑，每天开开心心上课，下课后与朋友哈拉，东扯西扯的，又过一天了。。。再不然就与朋友们想要到那儿去玩，去吃，去逛街。。。虽然有时会烦功课与考试，但至少那时的生活是多姿多彩，不会死板。。。最重要的是当时的我有个目标，那就是要读好书，考好成绩。。。但现在的我，好像没什么目标。。。只是一直在等。。。

好想改变自己呀！。。。
谁来帮帮我跳出这个框框啊？。。。

高兴的一天！

昨天与今天我佷高兴哦！因为我的宝贝來找我！
分割两地的我们，已经有一个月沒见了。今天尽有的24小时，我们真的好珍惜。

由相恋到現在，已有三年多了，但总觉得我们之間的感情仍然像当初刚开始拍拖的时侯，那么的甜蜜，那么的幸福。。。从刚开始拍拖时，每当去电影看戏，我的宝贝总会牵着我的手，抓住我的手，直到看完整部戏。。。这感觉好甜蜜，好幸福哟！。。。每次到外吃东西，嘴里总是我肥，不可吃太多，但是每次都叫多几样食物，然后叫我吃。。。害我和他拍拖那么久就肥足那么久。幸好本人自我控制的本领还不错，不然就越吃越肥咯！。。。哈哈！。。。

和他在一起的时光，总是过得特別快。。。送他到船头时，依依不舍的心情，淹没了我的心。。。
但。。。我会莫莫的期待下一次见面的到來。。。

Salary !!! Yeah !!!

31 JUNE 2009...
Is the date that i get my salary o...the 1st salary that i get after i'd graduate...Although is not much...i feel very happy...feel that my effort is got pay...hurray...

I'll continue work hard...do my best to teach the students...cause their future is very important o...hope they all will success in their future...
Wish them all the best and good luck...(",)...